the trouble with

chew gum chewing

2012-01-16T00:32:00.000-08:00

When your siblings drive, you will feel like the luckiest brat ever.

in the crowd

2012-01-14T00:06:00.000-08:00

I need company this Chinese New Year.

I stole a photo of Grandpa and Grandma from Mum.

Maybe they are well, where they are now. Maybe it was better that the end came. They can be together again.

How long would it take, for me to Be Alright?

wallpaper on my floor

2012-01-01T00:58:00.000-08:00

I don't need a sob buddy.

I am well.

Hoping, only, for your understanding.

We will be good, in 2012.

Pray it be a less dramatic year. I don't have much strength and courage left.

I was feeling sorely embarrassed by my poor ranting and whining all this while, so I removed them.

I miss my friends.

time steals it hurts

2011-12-27T07:20:00.000-08:00

I miss Grandpa so much.

Why is love so hard?

It hurts so much when they leave.

I'll never be able to see him again. I'll never be able to see Grandpa again.

She told me, Everything changes, Nothing perishes. Memories are mine. But they're not the same as, embracing him, holding his hand, hearing his voice, and laughter.

Nothing's going to be the same again.

my friend who lost her name

2011-12-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

"like toasted marshmallows, you don't know whichbit of the marshmallow surface will explode first."

I love this, I lovethis so much.

I love her,too.

I miss the way shegives me the strangest of names.

And she's mystrangest of friends, but I love her all the same.